Kamu kejam

terus terang
aku sedih
bercampur marah

kenape?

Lain kali
think before you do something
because it can nvr be undone
and yes
for god's sake
mean whatever you say

when you do something
think of the rest ard u
coz yes
they are human
its just natural for them to ask
why?
why did you do that?
or at least
why are u going to do that?

dont walk away silently
thinking everything's gona be alrite
when its not
because when you do
you leave the person thinking
what the hell is going on

i know
im very well known for
my habit of thinking too much
but im sure
this time
if other people
are in my shoes
they
will feel
and think
the very same way

because
basically
im a normal human
with a brain
with feelings
just like all of you out there

when you dont answer the person's question
you leave them hanging
and when they are left in that situation
it will be bad
because they'd be thinking
wondering
is it because of this?
is it because of that?
Maybe no..maybe its something else?

you leave the person
questioning
all their lives
hati dorang tak tenteram
dan setiap kali
when these 2 parties meet
the best thing is that
both can act very well
one can act like nothing is wrong
the other just follow suit
arent we amazing
im impressed at how such good actors we make

that person
is stuck
coz the questions
that he has
is unanswered
until
the day
when you actually have the guts
to meet them
and say watever
that uve stuffed in urself
selfishly

Doing things
hurting other people
and getting away with it
is it fair?
u think for yourself

As for me
i feel stupid
coz i have not yet
confronted the person
and why is that so?
you need 2 hands for you to clap (donno if this is right. huhuhu)
u cant force the other party
tried..
tried..
and tried again...
but sumtimes
u just know
this person
will just hide forever
until one day
sumting happen
that make them freaking guilty
gosh
i think by then
either i'd be mad at the person
or i'll just look at the person
with a blank expression
simply because i just dont give a damn animore

i dont think im in for choice number 2
so that person
be careful
if u have something to say
something to clear out
say it fast
dunt hide it anymore
even if its a simple sorry
say it
directly
how to know
whether ure guilty?
think
feel
question what u have done
correct or not?
then look
at the other party
look at the person in the eye
what do u see..
behind that smile
isnt it full of fakeness
open ure eyes
so what if the other party is wrong?
corect them..

i think its time
u learn
to grow up
even if it seem so small
it will make a difference
to who u are

Seriously
I make a lot of mistakes in life
it cant be earsed
i cry in shame
for such stupidity
but at least
the very least i can do
is say
"yes, ive done it and im sorry"
i always try to explain what i did
n why i did it
even if i run away
because im too scared too admit
one day
i wld still come back
and say that im wrong
and learn frm it

so pls
do me a favour
tell me
why did u do that?
why?
u dun have to tell the whole world why
but at least
let me know
the person
who has all the rights to know
sigh
hope God opens your eyes
and see
the truth
that you can actually see
but blissfully ignorantly
choose not to