Keredhaan

Now i understood
y i had that mimpi
i didnt get to talk to Ibu
n yes, the 2nd part was also answered

sentuhan itu
mata itu
semuanya...

im ok
relli

its just tt
i also know
one thing abt myself
skali aku syg
InsyAllah
Sampai akhir hayat
aku tetap syg

i remember a few years back
hw my 'bestfren' relli hurt me
how bad it felt
the backstabbing
the attitude

but even nw
if we ever meet
i still remember her
as a sister

i can still recall her mum
who alreadi passed away

and now the way she lives her life..
sigh...

i feel so sad
for her mother
alreadi the way she died was terrible
n now this..

Back to reality
I was glad bt the ceremony yesterday
looking at everyone
coming togther
determined
to keep KW strong
listen to each other jokes and teasings
to see the smiles
that i really longed to see
guess one of my doa's came true =)

I just pray that..
kembang Wali,
we'd all put the bitter past behind us
we'd look beyond the differences
and move forward together
strong as one
biar apa sekali pun berlaku
we shld not let go of each others hands
thats what i believe

As for myself
my mind's bz thinking
bout my mum n dad
bt the upcoming A's
the upcoming performance this 26th
n yes..
i somehw think a lot bt Ibu..

all i can say
life is relli tough for me now

n i dun plan to run away
I'll make it thru well


Boleh =)