It felt really real!

Im refering to my dream

err...its a dream im shy to talk abt here

uhuhuhuhu~!

but its kinda cool man..

though its just a

DREAMmmmmmm

anw

i have sch as per normal tmrw

worst still

its wednesday

coz the timetable sucks like hell

and it just cant get any worst

urgh!..

at 5pm

im gonna try to leave

got smting to do

n im doing it

becoz to me

its just the right thing to do

to be scared

& run away

is just not gona help me in the future

but at the same time

i pray hard

that we dun meet now

i just wanna think of it as a bad dream

that ive awoken from

i noe that some of the things i do

would bring me back to that past

but i know

tat not everyhting can be avoided

n i must learn to stand up and face it

but when it comes to him

pls...

i just dun wanna see him animore

its true

that when i think of the memories

i cant help

but smile.

sometimes i laugh out loud

thinkin bt how stupid we were

the small things that u did

that really touched my heart

n made me soo determined

to stand by u all the way

and show to the world

that u aint wat they think u were

coz to me

ure so much more than that

from nothing

u actually became something to me

even till now

i respect him for who he is

no matter what has happened

one must learn to forgive right...

so i'd do that

its just that

i cant forget

i really cant..

so i'll just pray

and doa for u..

but i hope

that we'd never meet again

Ive been wanting to say this to him

...

that if i ever caused him any pain

pls forgive me

but well

i was deprived of that chance

ahakz

alrite

gotta sleep

nitez