Countdown

My prelims is getting near

The amount of work done is increasing

But at a rather slow pace i must say

Gotta work harder man

Ive been at home most of the time

Like my fren said "besarkan pantat"

(what the hell, so crude lah)

and sort of studying

its really hard

because there's a lot of things going on around u

the Tv's on, blaring out loud

need to be responsible for my bro's work at the same time

and on my part, i have to fight this disease called 'lazyness'

and well yeah, its during tough time like this

that i keep wanting to puke

coz im just damn nervous

most of the time

at times, i just escape by watching some DVDs

or ask my sister to bring me out for a ride

and this friday ive got silat

maybe some kicking ought to make me feel better

for now

i really miss mak onah

i didnt contact her for quite some time already

i miss hanging out with my silat frens

its most probable that im not going for wednesday silat nimore

from now till november

its kinda hard for me

since silat has been my way of releasing all the tension in my head

but well

once im done with my A's (and i aim and hope to do it well)

im gonna go silat for monday, wednesday, and friday

gotta catch up a lot by then

also, i think then wld be e right time to take my license

and increase my knowledge regarding the "arts world"

all these needs bloody lots of effort

for now, i cant give up for my A's right?

Its true, these days

i keep thinking about my secondry sch frens,

year 1 JC frens,

silat members...

especially those who are 'gone' ..

and i used to have this special guy fren

who's really doing well now,

but ive never had the opportunity to talk to him anymore

its really sad and its time like these

that i always remember the things he did for me

such as sending me back after night studies in WRS

and all those words of encouragemnt

I nvr really tot of all these last time

hahaha..must say im quite a STUPID girl when it comes to tt

you nvr appreciate something until its gone

but well, all things happened for a reason

Percayalah bahawa ada hikmah di sebaliknya

For all those who are 'gone'

all i can do is pray and hope that maybe one day we'll meet again

but for now

studies and agama most important

followed by silat

but most importantly, gotta cherish what i have now

like mum and dad

who's been there for me all the time

and well, i always have my sis and bibik to laugh out loud with

and my 2 irritating brothers to beat up

haha..ya right..

and great frens who have always inspired me

to be become a much much much better being

wow....

my whole entry sounds so..emo lah...

well...

i do feel emo at times ok...blurghhhh

oh ya!

yest i was reading newspaper

came across this:

It takes a minute to like someone

It takes an hour to crush on someone

It takes a day to love someone

But it takes forever to forget someone

This is what i call awesome-shit..hahaha...

bye..mugging time...

:P