To my beloved Daddy

Watching you crap dirty jokes with ure siblings
Learning from you how to prank on different kind of people
You prayed and doa.. no matter how tough things get
Showed me how to stand strong & protect your loved ones
The One that trusted me and stood by me

But now you're attached to the tube..
The needle..
It's gonna suck the 'life' out of you
in return of a 'better' one...

My aunts...My uncles...
Our sedare-mare...Friends...
Ive never seen such sadness before...
Happening right before me...

My family... Its such a great lesson for us
It just had to happen now...

But im thankful
things turned out this way
Im sure Allah knows better than us

Abah
I love you
Im sorry for being 'nakal'
i make u worry so much
we'll make it thru together
insyallah =)

As for me
So many things to juggle at once
They say its my fault
for letting 'distractions' come by...
They think that it will come and go...
Everyday, someone wld remind me...
Im grateful for such care n concern
truthfully...

Aku redha
I used to feel like giving up
and just follow their commands

But i realised
doing that, would be the greatest mistake
and i'd regret it my whole life

So ive made my desicion

Abah, mama...pls trust me
Ill show u that...
it's in a fact a form of strength
that pushes me even further

Its been so long...
Crying..
If only people knew...
how painful it was...
Nothing's wrong..Really. Just watch me lie.

I have to do this.
A-levels.
It's time.
enough is enough.
Im sick of all that. Sick.

Watch me.