A beautiful lie

Struggle..

Struggle..

Im struggling..

God, please help me.

Sarah. Ain. Mas.

Nadirah. Herda. Syak.

U guys held my hand, & walked me through this path

A path that will always be one of the highlights of my life.

Khai. Kak Melor. Kak Nana. Kak Su. Bibik.

Abg. Kak D.

I would'nt hav been able to make it

without ur guidance & motivation.

Abah, mama.

The strength that pushes me

keeping me going.

Mak Long. Mak Ngah. cik Wahid. Cik jajak. Cik ajis. pak busu.

All the help you gave to my family.

U shared the burden we felt.

There are many others who i didnt state their names.

But im equally grateful for being able to meet

such great and inspiring individuals

I love these people

I'd do anything for them

Im sorry

But please be by my side no matter what happens.

Coz for sure

I would always want to be by ures.

Im really panicking.

Coz 3 years

do matter a lot.

These 3 years.

Ive grown a lot.

I know bout the battles ive faced.

And im grateful

for everything

Every bitter parts

Every laughter n smile

Im gonna be alrite right?

Im gonna make it right..?

Dad's gonna be ok again rite?

He wun hate me if i dun make it rite..?

I'd do anything

to see him and my family togther

smiling

laughing

I dun want my A's to be the one

that pulls him down

Mum too.

Gsh. Pls stop these thoughts

Stop these fears.

Stop these tears.

Damn. its not just a game.