What the hell....is going on baby..

Yesterday
As i said the 'sort-of-goodbye'
Well...
waht do ya expect...
I was like this girl lor...
But no lahh
i wasnt bloody depressed.
like i want to kill a cat like dat (like sarah)
I was sad
Cried a bit...
Cldnt sleep well
Woke up really early with a headache
Haha..ape siot..ngah tdo pon otak aku maseh 'in operation'
MR. BRAINY, take a break kayy..Penat lah bnyk fikiran

Den today,
as i was bathing
i got the ilham
haha..ilham ke hape..
nah, i was just thinking abt the girl
Being a girl
Obviously id have at least some idea
of how bad things can be for her
But the thing is....
I really dun have much idea
of whats going on..
Everyone's hiding the truth..
so as to protect me??
Blurghh...ok2...i get it..but anw
i decided to find out

So i looked around for a bit
Then i decided
to meet her

Well, she agreed
We're meeting soon
Talk things out

But the thing is...
There are some things that she mentioned
that really made this big thing pop up in my mind:

And well, it has set me thinking...Like this ape:

hmmm....
What the hell sia...

So what am i feeling?



I donno.
Normal i guess.
coz i realised
the girl's feeling sad
he's feeling bad coz he has caused e misunderstanding
n well..lied a bit..hmmmph..

i feel their sadness
that at times it makes me so sad
so caught up in their dilema
....But i dun think thats good
fikir siket dah cukup ah...jgn lebih2..

So im alrite
Im a bit nervous
but other than that
im alrite
I know im gonna be okay la

What will happen, WILL happen.
So let it come
lets just face it =)