Mum, Dad.

I'm watching tv.
Something i rarely do.
While waiting for sister.
We can't decide whether to go to play L4D.

I went to work.
To the airport.
I got to enjoy the bus ride.
Just some alone time.
Lot's of things on my mind.
I can't sort it out.
I can't stop it.
Well oh well,
just let the thoughts flow.

Yesterday i tried to sleep.
I did.
But I woke up at 3am.
Slept again.
And woke up again.
What's happening...
Slept again.
And woke up just in time for work.

Why...
I miss dad.
I miss mum.
Well yeah, she screamed at me.
But i'm still grateful for the hug i get at the end of the day.

Each time i see you,
i feel happy.
Real happy.
But things can get complicated,
don't you think so.

I don't want history to repeat.

Pain..
It has a two way effect.
Become weaker.
Or become stronger.
Ive to choose.

Hahakz.
I gotta stop babbling man.
Good night..