Its now or never, coz I ain't gonna live forever

Allah has definitely answered my prayers.
I know where I'm going now.
I know what i want for now.
I mean... Not about what I wanna work as or what.
But at least,
I see a glimpse of light
in this whole dark room.

So for now,
I'm gonna take one day at a time.
Enjoy whatever's there.
Coz the real game's about to start soon.
And once it begins,
I'm gonna make sure its worth every minute.
Let there be pain, Let there be tears.

For those who's pulled me down,
for those who has pushed my big ass to urge me to keep moving,
to those whom I dissapoint countless times,
to those who watched me cry like a baby, laugh like a lunatic,
and scold like a mad woman,

I can't promise I can make everyone happy.
I can't promise I'd not fail again.
In fact I look forward to almost anything now; happy, bitter, or sad.
But at the moment,
watch me,
and pray for my success.

Well.... thats it for seff-motivating speech.
Muahaha.. my house is like a hamster's house rite now
messy and cozy. loving it.

I watched this video and I thought it was sweet.



At the moment though,
i knw this sounds silly.
And there'll be people out there saying things like
"hmph, bagus pon kau tau."*Muke mcm ayam berak kapor with the 'padan muke' expression*.
Haha, whatever.
But seriously,
I can't comprehend love yet.
Between man and woman.

For now,
I'm just trying to comprehend my (hopefully)new modules and all that.
Nyehehe

And I miss those three maniacs.