Selagi ku bisa berdiri, takkan ku berhenti

Its been quite sumtime
since ive wrote
sumting here
ive been very bz

i am bz
at this moement
as in now
haha
ok2..
but well
i just wanted to take a break
so i'll just write some stuff

I just read my previous entry
made me realised
how angry i was
with Aliff
kinda surprised myself
that i was that angry
its kinda sad though
that i had to go thru
all that

but now
ive forgiven him
ive really learned
to let go

for now
ive changed my mindset
i really wanna change
i have in mind what i want
i know whats been stopping me
and im facing the truth now
coz time's running up
for me

all i can say for now
is thank u God
for making me
a stronger person
by putting me
thru everything
the last month
has been hell-like
only u now what im goin thru

ive learned
frm my mistakes
and im still learning
and discovering
what more is there to improve on

i hope
to be
a better person
hopefully
for the benefit of everyone
that i love
and of coz
for myself
thats what matters the most

i know what i want now
i'll move towards it
for sure
life will nvr be easy
but i believe
this time
i can make it

So what if the University
is a damn hard place for me
to get into
so what if people are better
than me now
so what if life's gona get hard for me
that wont stop me
from dreaming
abt getting into the Uni
and i will
achieve that dream
i promise

Cikgu Ali,
i wont be no.22
I'll be no.1
Insyallah
amin =)