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I was in the bus
I was
in lala land
was actually thinking
bout wat if
at that moment
i meet a fren
in the bus
what wld i do?

i donno
suddenly that thought
just occured to me
haha..weird huh
but as i tot of it
i actually smiled
at how nice it'd be though

MY GOD
IM LIKE TALKING
LIKE SOME WEIRDO LAHHH

*Breathe in deep, deep, deeeeeep*
fuhhh.....
hahaha
i donno lah
to people its like
really weird
but to me
tt moment was actualli special
becoz it was at tt
moment
i realised that
hey..
its been quite long
since ive been a pessimist
so all the way
the bus ride was interesting
becoz i imagined
things that cld happen
and how i cld
react to them
postively..
hahaha
k2...im not mad kay

Ive just came back
frm Sarah's hous
had maths tuition
for the first time with Evelyn
a really hardworking person
she really can 'push' me mann
it was a pretty tuff 2 hrs tuition
but it was really worth it
she gave lots of tips on how to excel
how she excelled as a top student back then
and yeah, she's a gd role model
now in NUS 3rd yr
i think im gonna continue with her
but well
all that depends on the cost

also
just now i watch a movie
just snips of it
there's this part
when the mum said
"dunt think he's gd for u"
then i realised
ya horr
the person who can actualli see
whether my relationship
is an ok-ok
or a not ok-ok
is actually my parents
so i shld ask them
bt my bf
next time
coz to me
takde restu ibu bapa
confirm tak 'jadi' nye
hmm...
tapi nak ckp aku ade bf...
part tu yg susah
kan? kan?
hahaha

now im watching some silat vids
on the kembang wali blog
now silat has become
more physically demanding
the pain..the struggle...
fuhh
tak bleh angss
tapi ok ar
coz kite uat ramai2
so tak rase teroknye

tmrw exam
gonna start studying soon
after im done with this vid

monday Maths
tuesday Econs
Wed Geog

then im done!!
wednesday ape lagi
celebration arh
haha..ape je..
nah..just gonna take a break for 1 day
anw mlmnye kan ades silat
break ke hape tu
k peeps
chiowww