Thinking hard..

Job's quite difficult to get.
more than i thought.
damn, even after all that effort.
it just wasnt enough.
But i wasnt gonna give up yet.
no, not now.

yesterday slept at the hosp
perhaps today i will too.
it does get tiring at times.
but im glad to chat with dad
see him so happy abt the home leave
he was counting down the hours happily.

though the Selengz is not there
such a dissapoinment
only my cool-big-guy-brother was.
and he was pestering me all the way
He said cheekily "ive got my eyes on you"
....
what the hell is that suppose to mean
haha, crazy man

im hungry
and im SICK of rice
or anything that reminds me of hospital food
will be dropping by at cosway to eat
before heading to the hosp again

Ciowz