Wei, Wo, Wangg!!!

Dun mind the title
I dun really have anything great in mind for one.

Aniwayyyyyyy
I slept soooo much today
that i cant sleep now
so thats why im here now
typing, typing away...Zzzzzz....

Yesterday yesterday,
i went out with Maksu n my siblings
we went to my fav SEOUL GARDEN
haha, dunno why, just like to eat the chicken dere
then went swimming

overall
it was a great day out with my fam
not becoz we spent money or what
its just... me being me when im with them
i really enjoy their company
watching everyone opening up
talking bout life and joke abt the past...
it was really great
thks maksu,
ure the one that made this possible =)

And for now..
I miss my girls
One at US
One at Melaka
One at bukit batok
(Well, that one pretty useless lah. always stay at home. haha)

Great times spent together!!!

Just now i was looking thru some photos at FB
Then i picked out the significant ones
Ill explain why..

This photo was taken on my Bdae.
The day b4 i was darn miserable becoz i was worried abt the guy n gurl
i remembered crying so badly that day
until i slept
the next morn i woke up to an sms
which made me smile
but when i went to sch i was still tired
& not really bothered that its my bdae
However, that day was great
Presents.. Surprise class.. Seoul Garden (again.haha).. Keppel Bay..
I didnt noe that at the same time
while i was smiling happily, laughing, enjoying...
Someone out there...
another girl...
was crying becoz i 'took' her happiness
I didnt noe that at that time of coz..
not until recently
Things have been resolved of coz
Alhamdulilah.

2nd pic:
This was taken 1 day after my exams finished officially.
We were out having fun of coz.
it was my 1st time to Orchard by MRT.
During the whole week of exams,
i was in a terrible state mess..
stress n pressure.
Studies, Family issues, relationship.
It was tough... The toughest challenge ive faced so far in my life
but i survived.
for the whole week,
i just kept my tears.. Studied..Focused..
All the way, till this photo was taken
i tried to stay composed
but unfortunately
that night when i met sarah,
everything came out.
the pain was so bad..
All i could do it hold on to my chest..
Hoping that it'd just heal soon.
thank god, that night i had her and bobby.

3rd pic:
This photo taken during hari raya
Nothing much to say
but i remembered being really happy
becoz i was spending tyme with such a wonderful bunch
And it was also the day that he said he was tired
and i happened to be near his workplace
so i sneaked out of the house when no one's watching
of coz i informed sarah
then i went to surprise him.
Im glad i did, till today.
There's never a regret in whateve ive done,
coz i remember doing it for a gd reason =)

4th photo:

This photo reminds me of my 1st time into KW
it was scary coz i had to firstly train with KIDS
im like the bloody oldest lahhhh
but anw, i caught people's attention coz my kick was hard and loud. hehe.
Had fun at silat..Bla bla bla..
Then as time passes by, after going thru a tough period,
i remember having to question myself..
whats my true purpose to silat..
it was painful to go silat..
watching him with her..
being pushed to our physical limits at times
but most imptly,
i was being tested emotionally.
but thank god
i found my reason
and that is why im still with KW till today.
they make a difference to my life
its like having a 2nd family =)

6th pic:
Me and Sarah learning more abt each other
Our frenship was pretty new
this was our 1st trip outside togther
i really had fun
We went geylang, ate bubur at my fav,
brought her to Haw par Villa (shes nvr been there b4),
den we went mkn at Vivo.
This pic was taken on da bus,
on my way to silat.
Before going silat,
i hang out with Adam while he played sepak takraw with frens
haha, great day.

Okayyy, enough about my life.
Now about my fantasies..Mwhehehe.
one of mine now is of coz... TWILIGHT/NEW MOON!!!

I got my hands on twilight and i finished it in 2 days,
New moon in 2 days also,
and eclipse in 1.
Now i cant wait for Breaking dawn.
Gonna buy it soon with sis.

Its not really the romance that attracts me
it does ah.. becoz i really love Edward's gentlemen attitude
Bella reminds me that in life,
no matter what it is,
its best u stay as who u are,
coz ure most beautiful that way.

This picture..its the couple, Rosalie and Emmett

I think they're really cute lahhhh
Its like Emmett's big. He grins like a kid. At times, act like one too.
Playful, tough and fun. Awesome guy.
On the other hand, Rosalie...
So beautiful... Lady-like..
At times she's different.
for example, when she play baseball,
she'll play hard.. as hard as the boys.
And her strong character..Fuh... tak bleh angz.
And overall, whats the best part abt this pic
is the way emmett's looking at Ros.


This photo is of coz, Edward and Bella Swan.

Edward is really manly, and his gentlemen-ness,
can drive a girl mad.
Boys shld learn frm him.


His smile...haiyaaah... *faints*


Next up: Dear Jacob
Jake's got great bod. But he's immature.
Those who read the book shld get it.

And this one... ALICE!!!! My most favourite character.

Her personality... Awesome...
Ini sister..kalau bleh kwn ngan die..fuhh..

Last but not least, i love Bella's hair.


So thats all abt twilight.

Just now, i read some people's blogs.
im reminded of my past of course.
Things that ive done,
that has mended people's way of thinking
etc..
Whatever it is..
its all in the past.
Nabi has taught us not to regret.
We shld just learn and move on.

Pls dun say ure not good enough.
I made that desicion at that time,
because i was young and silly.
I still have got lots to learn.
I sure as hell look up to u now
Though u dont noe it
i dun think im even on ur mind at all
ure such a bz person
and i dun blame u
if u had chosen to not relate urself to me again
ive done damage.. only god knows how painful it must hav been
u said aint avoiding..
but its okay..i understd
but i do pray that one day, we'd meet again
and that maybe
we could build a stronger frenship this tyme =)

Alrite.. Gotta go now. Take care people