It ain't easy you know

You walked past.
I just couldn't help but look.

See.
Observe.

Damn.

I dun wish to be them.
Those girls.
Its just that
at times,
i just wish... i know what to say
becoz whateve i want to spit out
just wun come out

My heartbeat.
Crazy sia.
My brain.
Totally blank.
Panic.
Confused.
Blush.
BLUSH.

what??

What to do?

Hakz.

I know the answer.

I can do nothing.

Maybe one day will come,
when i look at you,
smile,
and see you smiling back,
and my heart just burst of joy,
and i'd express it thru my words,
and just say whats on my mind..

Its such a dilema.
It really is.
Kinda painful too.

Sigh.

We're just too different aren't we.
Different worlds.
Different ways.
Just.... different.